How do you feel?

I feel a strong need of telling how I feel: Miserable and relieved at the same time, because...

I have finished off my apprentice period and have finished education, but there's new owners of the store, and I've been told I will be replaced by another apprentice after new year. And despite of this, I'm relieved that I'm not gonna be there anymore, cause it's not the same as before, with those new folks. The new boss is a #/%* - need I say more?
None of us like her because she's so controlling and bossing and awefully dificult to please, and it's not possible to discuss with her. I tried, like Sifra, to have a talk with her, but It doesn't seem like she understand how mean she's acting. I came home from work and started crying out of exhaustance and despair. I was really doing my best, but the way things has become, I just can't stand it anymore. I feel like I'm being mocked. She seriously makes me feel crap and like I'm doing a crappy job.

Also: I too wanna find somebody to love. I feel lonely and want to get on With my life. I want a Family of my own one day. Icetooth, thank you for your words. They gave a lift to me.

NB! Plea to the new year: Boyfriend and a better job!

Rainflower that sucks! Your new boss sounds horrible. At least you tried! Hopefully you'll find a new job that's better. And hopefully you'll find a nice boyfriend, too!

*hugs* That's one of the cases where a fast end and break is better than endless patience. You've tried. You did your best. Now you can look forward to the new year. A new beginning. You can invest your energies in something positive that will pay out.

You'll not allow her to make you feel miserable and doubt in your skills, Rainflower. Bosses like her who need to make other look small have a reak lack of professional and social skills. Remember your qualities and skills, believe in what you can achieve and contribute and take this confidence to look for a new job where you'll get acknowledgement.

And live. Do what you need and will make your life better.

Luck, love,health and success for the New Year. May your wishes come true.

Thank you both Sifra and Embala. You couldn't have described her better. I know what I can and you're right. I'm gonna look forwards to a new year with new beginnings and make the best out of living. I'm saying like Poppy: I'm not giving up today, and I'll get back up again!!!

I feel pregnant

Recognition?!

Accident!

This is unexpected. I just tested myself because I was going to take a medication that you can't take if you are pregnant and I had missed my monthly visitor-- I wasn't expecting it to say yes.

Wow Lunacat! I can imagine you are pretty overwhelmed! Do you have anybody with you?

Congratulations? ?

Thanks?

WHOA! Holy shit! Lunakat...congrats!

I feel stupid posting what I'm thinking...it's been SUCH a hard-hitting year! I asked for 2 things this year in the midst of difficulty, 2 things which have been really hard to get and do the past 5 years": getting a car and finishing my book. 2016 is pretty much over and I can finally say, I did it. I got my car and the book is FINALLY done. I don't know what I feel actually - it isn' pride, it's just solid determination. It's been a shitty year for me and I think what I asked for were things to make me feel better. What they've done is make me more focused and determined.
I feel like I HAVE to ask for more now.

Concratulations Lunacat! Maybe t's a bit ovehwhelming in the beginning, I unerstand that. I hope that issue With you not getting to do the medic test became a problem.

Zadzi, you should be proud of yourself indeed. Great job getting your goals done. And congratulations with your book!

I feel rather satisfied tday. Went to work and my boss turned out to be satisfied with my sale during Christmas. What? And, I got to do my work in Peace.

All good wishes, Lunakat.

Congratulations for finishing your book, Zadzi!

Glad to hear so, Rainflower.

I feel ... tired. and sort of satisfied.

Congratulations and all the best wishes, Lunakat!

And also to you, Zadzi!

I feel ... well. Calm and happy.

Congratulations Lunakat! With the way you found our, you must be pretty shocked and overwhelmed!

Congratulations for finishing your book, Zadzi! It may have took some time, but it's all worth it in the end!

Glad to hear that, Rainflower!

I'm still a bit tired but fine.

Super congratulations, Zadzi! That's a really great accomplishment!

Thanks everybody! I'm down with the program now-- the boyfriend and I decided to just let this thing happen. So I guess I'm gonna be a mom and he's a gonna be a dad. It's an interesting way to start the year.

Embala wrote:

I feel ... well. Calm and happy.

Glad to read this, dear.

Lunakat wrote:

Thanks everybody! I'm down with the program now-- the boyfriend and I decided to just let this thing happen. So I guess I'm gonna be a mom and he's a gonna be a dad. It's an interesting way to start the year.

Congrats Luna, I know the child will be raised with love..

Whee! Congrats Luna! <3

Congratulations, Lunakat! Good luck for you, your boyfriend and the cubling-to-be.

That's good to read, Lunacat! Congratulations!

Congratulations Luna!!

Me, I feel quite good. Have a cold though, so I'm drinking tea with honey all day.

Happy New Year, fae and be well soon!